she gives flowers
to them that smell bad

and fans herself
like shes swarmed by bugs

she taught me how
to use a sword

before the duel
she dips it in poison

she fights in the desert,
but i caught her lookin at me
in a church




"memory is an exquisite snowman, saying
i am made of the same stuff as the earth that bore me
a snowman is like a spermacetti candle
shedding tears of wax as it dies"






you bastards,
who stuck this crab
in my apple bunch

i cant pick a basket
without the skeets
taking what i earned

what i earned
god dammit


i moved my tent
closer to the woods
away from the pond

everywhere has too much meaning
if you take it in more than you should,
it could make you do rash things
in the name of the heart

here,
like every place,
where a war has been lost
is a cripple, and mean

it spends its days on the porch
shooting at stray dogs



when the cow died
i scooped it up
with the bulldozer

i drove on the road at sunset
and nobody followed behind

the cow was in the blade
its head hung loopy
like grampa's smile

its head looked down at the road
a plane was flying above us
and left a tiny puff trail


old earth,
its the flea bit dog in the space pack
it goes around the sun
it goes around the sun,
and its so damn old

the blue parts
are still healthy



when i took the cow to the hole
young boys had crowded around

they were acting simple
and crazy
their hats were backwards
also their pants

at first i was going to say

oh my god boys, get back
get the hell back

go home, take a bath
and beat the video game

but why shouldnt they watch?
i dropped the cow in the hole

then those boys
those naughty boys

they danced until
a small one
cried like a loon













as a young surfer,
i hated the french canadians

they showed up in vans
with boogie boards and flippers

my dream was bad
i rode the wave and fin sliced em
i told em to get the fuck
outta my way
with that fromagé

they kicked like guppies
in a warm bath

damn im a bad guy
damn what a bad guy





the only thing those boys had
to make the raft
were life jackets


lashed em together,
like those boys were the coaches
and they were the cheerleaders

it was night and they were drunk

the raft blew up and sent them
honking into the current;
those boys are some ducks

you can talk about the sweet river
when you stand knee deep
in a current that would gulp you down
if the water was a little deeper

the world isnt beautiful,
it doesn’t want to kill you
but if it does
it just hoots
and sways in the wind

my head knows a water moccasin
better than my feet do,
nothing wants me dead

i turn the pump on and off
and feel the water coming out,
no water can help me out but

only an idiots and sunken picnic trash
are unhappy, obscurely determined
they twitch while the water passes,
and it is unattractive to watch

my head is above the water,
but my moon is a mute child
whose mom and dad
locked it in a closet


its beautiful when those boys
swim to catch the moon,
blue feet bouncing on the riverbed,
laughing about a thing, they
essentially drown in the process
with life preservers bobbing everywhere

floating like a duck,
the moon bounces like a bug
floating downstream on its back

those boys hang onto
 the clots of trees, spluttering,
drooling indistinctly

i pictured a trailer of stallions
bouncing down a cliff
landing in the bogue chitto,

race horses
who cant think, don’t run
and chew cud at the riverbed


people are beautiful
when you’re beautiful
and those people
will demonstrate the world,
God will be there then,
In clear morning blue
With mild whisps of cloud

I waited for the farmers
To come out into the field
And find me naked in a tent,
if my knife was bigger
it would be a fair fight


there are things I have
that I cant imagine being gone
I send them downriver and
Then I bob like a blinking duck

My ducks are in a plastic bag,
heading towards the gulf
where the salt in the water 
will keep you afloat;
strange, being that the gulf
is mostly four feet deep


I know few poems of joy
Joy is a flying duck
That you cant shoot

The blue yodels are
Cheap plastic ducks

You can ride the bus
In dead summer heat
And pay for those ducks
With the leftover change

Nobody wants poems
Except for dollar general ducks

Who keep them
With their sadness
And the other rubbish
That those people own