"ANYBODY WHO HAS A CRUSH ON ME
IS FUCKED"


somehow there is a palm tree in the yard,
it surprised me since the yard is so small

i go to the bathroom to find what hurts
i touch all over and still cant find the wound

the neighbor keeps some dogs who always know
when a storm is coming, and they set to wailing

which means its time for me to go on a walk;
i dont have to listen to the dogs but i get wet

these dogs in the coop, i cant even see them
and still they put me out in the rain

i am sheltered under the highway,
where there is a mural and a seat

the furious rain of sub-tropic places
the grit swirling around on the road

i cant remember, but i know it is there
i've done all in my power to heal it
the cut must be real small












quits

so i am the black ship of the family,

yes i have fallen off
the other side
of a flat world

an end where the water rushes
but doesnt wake,
left as it is
for cups lost downriver;
lost to the end
of a world disproven




as long as there is,
there is frontier
a sexless bull-cow america,
rollicking distant past
the fenced part of a flat world

and i said unto my brother that I am a mouth
and i eat because my ribs furnish the boats
with cages to sail on, and over the other side



"When our beloved friend, the fine Governor of the Gret Stet of Loosiana, sent for me in his need at Mandeville, his condition had been so MISREPRESENTED that people I knew said to me, 'Don't you go up there, Joe Sims. That man is a hyena. He'll BITE YOU IN THE LAIG.' But I went. I went to Mandeville, and before I could reach my friend, the armed guard had to open TEN LOCKED DOORS, and lock each one of 'em again after us. And theah, THEAH, I found the FINE Governor, of the GRET Stet of Loosiana....without SHOES, without a sitch of CLOTHES to put awn him, without a friend to counsel with. And he was just as rational as he has ever been in his life, or as you see him here today. He said, 'JOE SIMS, WHERE THE HELL YOU BEEN?'"
say, another black t shirt

tripped in well water;
a country i lived in
because i made it

haha, walking down the street
in the small hours, tiny

full of steamed nightmare,
i pat the blind pony
and ride the iron one

when i tilt the cup
i make it sing

every cowboy brakes his arm,
falls from the horse, coughs in the dust
most dogs gets hit by the car,

how can i have done wrong,
how have i offended?
do you want to write the poem
or be sane? because

we can have it so
the sun will be there
and the world can be still
we will have all agreed;
and sitting with our heads
leaning on our shoulders
like three of them that are hanged,
we can have it that we survey,
without needing to say

did you get what you asked for?
raving in the woods,
talking at yourself with
the assurance of him who is drunk, the drunken poet
who speaks with the hundred selves,
who sways like the palms of day's last light,
who spits long strands that will not break;

he dies in a hospital far from home,
dreams are less than just dreams
they are ruiners; and you curse them

a young poet, he grew up,
he sweated in the jungle and
died paralyzed in a foreign hospital
far from home, the young poet
cried for his mamå and his old bed
and the peace that is dead leaves
blowing across the driveway

who is dead,
there is blue light from below
and no light where we are at,
being in the caverns,
i imagine that it is just like
the quiet reflection, of life
lived under the lake and among the reeds

who has died,
when and how many times?
we nail it on the signpost


it must be this current of life
that i hear so much about

respectable people come to my house,
they won't tell me what they want,
but they wait outside at all hours
so that i'm filled with doubt
and my house is not a house
but a metal boat. sinking and
echoing dully as the shots hit



when i swim in the deep water
i know what looks up from under

my belly must look whiter
than the small moon
you can sometimes see
in a dogs eye

i know that there is a snake
that would take me down

everybody knows;
thats why some people dont swim

no snake bothers me
but i know that the reeds
sleep upside down;
they spend their days thinking
of a secret that is soft and dark;
the reeds are an empty green house
where the ghost never gets upset


i'm not scared of the deep,
but being on top
of all that deep

and im scared of the reeds
and the spaces in them
where we used to live


they're riding in the back
and the dogs are in the front

when the house is burned
the chimney still stands

the trees are all november,
they look so thin in front of the sun

who forgot their damn hat,
if you are who i think you are,
life is easy;
just avoid the mirror,
and go to bed on time

the tire tracks look the same
the leaves, however, are new
and dead

let them dogs loose
let them damn dogs loose
hes on the bank
owning no boat
he painted a new name
on the old boat

theres another warrant out
who can keep track of court dates

an old lover will show up
she'll look up from below
with mermaid eyes

later she'll get you drunk
and she'll be drunk too

you'll drive home
drive on home,
feel like a rock
skipping on the road

there are some places 
that have no names

tomorrow morning
there will be a line;
a line to wait in

crossing the bridge,
you will see one white sail
between two shades of blue








union boys
werent ready

of course

the general was shot at once
the mississippi regulars
drove the bluebellies

off the cliff

they landed on the wounded
and sunk the boats

before he died,
the general said,
"one blast upon his bugle horn
were worth a thousand men"

in the summer,
a black carhartt
and long hair


the things we need,
water, a dimension
a cot, arms












raise red lantern,
it doesnt matter
if the master visits me
today, tomorrow
or never

all people
are a head
on the hydra

raise red lantern,
drain blue cup

one of the sick heads
forever sick,
raise red cup that poisons
force the rest to drink





never go into the woods
hoping to meet someone,
they'll be far out, wasted
or 'getting exercise'

never go anywhere
hoping to meet someone

i went to the top of the mountain
and took a nap


when a boring person
meets a curious person
only one of them is bored

i drive by places
where i would like to sit down
to see what was there

knowing well,
i would be bored
before the duck flew out

the duck is in the reeds
there are snakes living there

every night i dream of a duck

the duck doesnt read
it hates sunday


the duck once saw a waterskier
tangled in a family of water snakes








cafeteria

i ate ice cream
out of the dark bowl;
in my sleep,
i sweated furiously



she gives flowers
to them that smell bad

and fans herself
like shes swarmed by bugs

she taught me how
to use a sword

before the duel
she dips it in poison

she fights in the desert,
but i caught her lookin at me
in a church




"memory is an exquisite snowman, saying
i am made of the same stuff as the earth that bore me
a snowman is like a spermacetti candle
shedding tears of wax as it dies"






you bastards,
who stuck this crab
in my apple bunch

i cant pick a basket
without the skeets
taking what i earned

what i earned
god dammit


i moved my tent
closer to the woods
away from the pond

everywhere has too much meaning
if you take it in more than you should,
it could make you do rash things
in the name of the heart

here,
like every place,
where a war has been lost
is a cripple, and mean

it spends its days on the porch
shooting at stray dogs



when the cow died
i scooped it up
with the bulldozer

i drove on the road at sunset
and nobody followed behind

the cow was in the blade
its head hung loopy
like grampa's smile

its head looked down at the road
a plane was flying above us
and left a tiny puff trail


old earth,
its the flea bit dog in the space pack
it goes around the sun
it goes around the sun,
and its so damn old

the blue parts
are still healthy



when i took the cow to the hole
young boys had crowded around

they were acting simple
and crazy
their hats were backwards
also their pants

at first i was going to say

oh my god boys, get back
get the hell back

go home, take a bath
and beat the video game

but why shouldnt they watch?
i dropped the cow in the hole

then those boys
those naughty boys

they danced until
a small one
cried like a loon













as a young surfer,
i hated the french canadians

they showed up in vans
with boogie boards and flippers

my dream was bad
i rode the wave and fin sliced em
i told em to get the fuck
outta my way
with that fromagé

they kicked like guppies
in a warm bath

damn im a bad guy
damn what a bad guy





the only thing those boys had
to make the raft
were life jackets


lashed em together,
like those boys were the coaches
and they were the cheerleaders

it was night and they were drunk

the raft blew up and sent them
honking into the current;
those boys are some ducks

you can talk about the sweet river
when you stand knee deep
in a current that would gulp you down
if the water was a little deeper

the world isnt beautiful,
it doesn’t want to kill you
but if it does
it just hoots
and sways in the wind

my head knows a water moccasin
better than my feet do,
nothing wants me dead

i turn the pump on and off
and feel the water coming out,
no water can help me out but

only an idiots and sunken picnic trash
are unhappy, obscurely determined
they twitch while the water passes,
and it is unattractive to watch

my head is above the water,
but my moon is a mute child
whose mom and dad
locked it in a closet


its beautiful when those boys
swim to catch the moon,
blue feet bouncing on the riverbed,
laughing about a thing, they
essentially drown in the process
with life preservers bobbing everywhere

floating like a duck,
the moon bounces like a bug
floating downstream on its back

those boys hang onto
 the clots of trees, spluttering,
drooling indistinctly

i pictured a trailer of stallions
bouncing down a cliff
landing in the bogue chitto,

race horses
who cant think, don’t run
and chew cud at the riverbed


people are beautiful
when you’re beautiful
and those people
will demonstrate the world,
God will be there then,
In clear morning blue
With mild whisps of cloud

I waited for the farmers
To come out into the field
And find me naked in a tent,
if my knife was bigger
it would be a fair fight


there are things I have
that I cant imagine being gone
I send them downriver and
Then I bob like a blinking duck

My ducks are in a plastic bag,
heading towards the gulf
where the salt in the water 
will keep you afloat;
strange, being that the gulf
is mostly four feet deep


I know few poems of joy
Joy is a flying duck
That you cant shoot

The blue yodels are
Cheap plastic ducks

You can ride the bus
In dead summer heat
And pay for those ducks
With the leftover change

Nobody wants poems
Except for dollar general ducks

Who keep them
With their sadness
And the other rubbish
That those people own

Tell Me Something Good



She always said she wouldn’t come back next time,
Then she really didn’t come back
Bim waited in the doorway for two days, just looking out
SingDead and ShoNuff walked up to the house
ShoNuff carried a green backpack

The white van of church volunteers drove into town
singing hes got the whole world in his hands

Bim was once a diver, at the bottom of the river
He welded the supports for the new bridge underwater
He saw indescribable terrors and quit the job
He sat in the diner and paid 
twice what he owed for lunch
and got sick in the bathroom

Rock went to her parents house
Her grandfather rolled a blunt bigger
Than a child’s arm and said
You cant ever trust the white man

The smoke billowed from the prison compound
The guards were dead or had retreated

At the sleepover, ShoNuff pretended to be asleep
And pretended to be talking in his sleep
Falling out of the window in pretend sleep

Lil Randy’s Yukon reflected a purple sunset and
A purple sunrise
He didn’t know if he was asleep or awake
Underwater or in his mother’s house

Partners all the way from Huntsville and Memphis
Lined up all the way down the block
Waiting for the gate to open at 8
The cops were sure that Lil Randy was selling something

Junk Baby was revered and adored by the children
And sniffed dope while he lay in bed

The church volunteers waited outside Lil Randy’s mother’s house
Holding paint brushes, buckets and ladders
They did not know that his mother was dead

The cops in orange raincoats smoked
and watched the prison burning
Rock called Bim to ask how were the children
SingDead walked home from school and listened
To her black friends talk shit
About her white daddy
Without saying a thing

When Lil Randy was ten years old
He saw his father beaten by the cops
He decided to stay out of life

He did not excel in school because
He did not care
But he did not fail out
because he was smart
He stayed in his room and listened to the old records
and when he thought he was going to cry
he turned the music off

After he quit the job
Bim rode a tiny motorcycle
from Minnesota to Mississippi
through a hurricane
to get back to Rock
when he saw her standing with the children
outside of the house
all of them in raincoats
Bim felt so weak that he couldnt blink
and the rainwater made him blind






sentimental and shit






megabeds, gaias:

the club full of weird racers

rainbow six,
vegas

i love you folks


keep grinning like cats
you guys all smile like cheshire cats
even after you fade off
i can still see your smiles



i'll visit every mansion in mississippi
imagine the circus clown taking off his makeup
and the tent collapsing in on itself from the top

you guys are known
for mischievous grins


lay it on em, cats, this is dairy country
there is so much milk and cream

i love you guys




i miss it because
its a part of myself,
parts of myself




naked by the bathroom door
watching me trying to puke,

the nothing that comes up,
white foam, all bits of evidence


comes in and rubs my back

puts me to bed




she never raised her voice

she must have wanted to cry



i must be strange,

i send strange gifts


when she wakes up
the eyelashes made small shadows
on the white part,
like a cup
full of porcelain

i'm whistling, sleeping, a big empty house

and when i t bomb
i chose to send the little heart




i remember new orleans
i ate an omelette
 named for a general

my baby my baby

you can beat the feeling
that the street is dusty
when you wake up early
sneak me out on the street,


my baby my baby
im sending you the little heart

the big one is for when
i'm back on bourbon
being a bad bitch



*god save all those business guys*


*pray for the bankers*



*the best part of a prayer*
*is knowing what you did*
1. i've never been very good at hanging out

2. i wrote a book for a girl
she did not read it

3. haircut like a buzzard in Malibu

4. god dammit gimme correct change

5. play at it long enough and its not a game




i said the hail mary,
i woke up in the late morning,
my things were scattered everywhere

there was once a time
when i thought that getting out
meant that you wouldnt be stuck anymore

but the aches, the bad guys and the eyes
will follow you to where the soil turns to mud

The Reverend Isiah Thompson’s House is black
The kudzu blanket is a thief, brash in the dark




SingDead and Sho Nuff
Climb to the top of Alligator Mound,
they watch the Homecoming Parade



There is a road that leads to other fields,
That steam in the morning

but at dusk,
The fields watch you in the memory of light
like a sick person in a bed



They can see the river and they can see the parade,
SingDead and Sho Nuff,
they brought snacks to the mound,
The town is poor

The tuba bumps the drummer and the order is ruined,
the parade goes on like it was dragged by horses,

The river is a tramp; like all young men, he once had plans
And dreams, but they came to nothing so he
just keeps rolling

There were fat girls, bearing flags that droop,
the girls carry them like they are going to the junk yard
An idiot runs like a figure eight, like a snake, banging the symbols



SingDead and ShoNuff know,
That beneath them in the wet soil,
are some bones of yanks, saints, Choktaws;
The town is poor but it once was rich,

most may have forgotten,
or they remember only in rage or in dreams,
that the color of the faces in the town
still reminds the world of death
at the summer camp for holy greek,
a few of the boys found themselves some trouble
and were taken before the altar to speak to the father
we approached timid, little
father lifted up his robe and told us boys to come underneath
we all huddled underneath his robe in silence and father told us
to repent, to never do it again, and we would be forgiven
this peace,
a woman who works at popeyes
takes the garbage to the street
with a hat and a plastic apron,
billowing graceless and spastic

find peace in the risings, a mercy
they tell me to get the fuck out
of the neighborhood, a mercy
peace sleeps on the train, peace is
face down, floating in still water
on some nights i know
a hate that wants to knife cops
parade in obscene hats, its ripping warrants
and booting your goddam toyota

hate that spits in the trumpet and
rattles the rain stick, misting the
red remains of bigots down on the world,
blowing up the fucks and fedoras
kicking a crust punk, a hippy and
bitches with shopping bags

hate that sends me to the rodeo
to punch the convicts and the judge,
your young man is bucking and
toppling the teacup, nailing your ass

a hate that lies in bed with a fever,
that has no relations of which to speak,
a hate with no one to turn off the light
or provide an ice pack, bowl of soup
can anybody help it,
bogue chitto and torn stocking

"i live in a high violent crime rated area"

the boys fade into scum,
it used to be just a game

but times is all pretend,

the cats suck chicken bones,
light flickers sick lemon drop





sing dead, go on back of the porch,
whatever it is, you can see it
flying on out of here,
ditching us both



i will never be cruel to you;
the color of god is Green,
but the space behind the yard
sings the songs that sing dead,


inside of me there are 
skittles, starbursts, sour patch watermelon,
iron bars and the ribs of sunk boats

pimp c says goodbye



pimp c says goodbye








pimp c says goodbye

i still dont think i could say
that moonless nights are the best
nights for watching the moon,
i would probably need a beer

but i can go fishing by myself
which is more than most can say

being happy is easy,
the hard part is deciding to be happy,
and how you want to go about
telling other people
to be happy

my dream is being old,
waking up early and
padding along the lane




who's gonna ridicule that?




]ohhhh i hear you but has it really been so long?
that you sat in an obscure bathroom stall,

closed in and yella like a buck on the wall,
took a long pull while you listened to the blue ones?

first you felt bad cuz you were white trash and
then you felt good about it in a moment of arty shit
then you felt worse than ever and laughed your head off cuz

you were in the other room and i was
pretending to take a nap, yes i was


rife with yella
and blues deep
they lowered the anchor the
fathoms bubbled dark as the hate of

all the dead horsemen that canter in
the plains everyone once called home
but we knew they couldnt be measured
and the chain ran out of slack
places to hide over here
are scarcer than water

like the rise of steam pipes,
little bunny foo foo,
hopping through the forest

every field mouse he bops
is gonna rip him apart

velveteen and patched up,
old buttons on the eyes

little bunny foo foo
can't find a quiet place
and all his seams are ripping when he hops





i dont believe in poetry,
i dont even write it
find me sitting somewhere
in my plastic highchair
wearing a stained blue bib

you guys need to get blissed out


bliss isn't serious

bliss builds cabins

you will never get where you are going
but you will get something else






gaia









-september spring


all the friends i knew
were sleeping inside,

I shot the BB gun
while the sun was still
harmless like a bum

dark parts of the yard,
dont make me think about dying




FREE EVERYBODY

TIE UP THE COPS WITH
SLINKIES AND BALONEY

ITS ALL BAD

BLACK KID ASKS DAD
"IS IT GONNA BE LIKE THIS
WHEN I GROW UP?"

ITS ALL BAD

LURCHING IN
YELLOW DREAMS
BIG HUGS IN THE
BLUE BARREL

ITS ALL BAD

BLANKETS AND
SANDWICHES FOR
WHITE PRISONERS ONLY

FREE EVERYBODY
AND THEN
MAYBE EVEN

FREE THE COPS



Who stuck this crab in my apple,
Who was it the bad dice rolled,
send him down dusty below
eating crosses in the grave,
I am in your belly,
I'll find somewhere to listen
To your heart and I will listen
when it stops beating I
Will listen some more
NAM TAM BOT ?







they plot to kill me while im dreaming


while i'm dreaming on the street they come
yelping and loping out the side ditch,
they knock me off my bike and spill my drank


in the fields in the lemon green and
when dusk falls on the elms and oaks


i die 1000 deaths and
the 9 lives of 100 cats
couldnt save me


the cops and lynch mobs,

every morning i look at the kids playing outside
with their rocks, their low tops and the butter










Mississippi,

The cops let you hear taser crack,

I don’t hang with the Cajun, I’ve never met Sorré

The gypsy Rose Wine,

gone years ago and left me shitty


When I go through the woods they hold their breath,

like i have the feet of a child and there are landmines all around









When the plane was going down I saw the gulf


The water like webs, blue widows looking

Through wan windows, singing in lines

Clapping their hands, singing church songs



The ocean from the window of the plane was a

Good dream I wanted it ripped to shreds,

it bled into the brown dripping down from

The bayous, fingers, tendrils

Convicts in canoes, bodies wrapped in rugs,

Logs, refuse and mud, the greenery limp,

Lolling along the bank near the footprints







After you get sunburned its cold all the time

Shivering, listening to Noah and his darn flood,

The thunder oh the thunder she is beautiful,

Shes next to me clapping with back-turned rage,

Offended with two eyes that would hassle me

Like a Mississippi cop she tazed me, spit brown

Spit brown, cursed me and punched me in the balls,

Then shoved me in the cruiser and took me

To the misty places where they bury folks


she is washed pure and tolerant as

if pregnant and floating in her canoe,

The flood of bodies and brown bayuk wash,

Paddling through the flood picking survivors

Out of the trees like berries, say lady, say Lord

Kind Lord take me out these shit clothes,

don’t make me a kid like bottom feeder,

I am closer to the curb than a broken tooth


but by me it seems good and fair,

that there is some time that can be yours

Any good old dirt road where we can use firearms


dear old buddy who i never really liked,
you look like a penis in those sunglasses,
i dont care if you're in bermuda, bermuda is not an excuse,

for a while i thought you had died or
gotten into a really committed relationship

i hear you got a job and shit
its good to catch up and i am
glad that you made your baby daughter a facebook
yes i will add her as a friend

what if my hometown was incinerated?

when i go home, i can hear my parents
fighting downstairs
i thought they were too old for that stuff
dickin around




going home is unfair,
it catches you off guard
and lays it on you
just like high school did

ever feel like you're too old
to hear your mom cryin?


the kids from groveland came through
attacked the ball game on ATVs
circled around to see what they would do
kids in baseball hats were cradled by
dads who were, at that moment, moms
and ruddy, raising defensive shouts about
older sons in the marines,
who hid under cots in the barracks
24 hours of small arms fire
24 hours in country before
they see fit to issue your weapon

in america i get teary looking at the pussy willows
and buy three lemons for my mom at the store
ungainly, expansive love;
ballooning, while i eat ice cream
by the window, its red white and cookies
some days you notice the trees, others you dont,
my full of wrath, the small items that
i cannot see, inching on the lawn
you fill me up in my very heart

the gold codes, the golden phone,
mr. president had the hiccups
while he was sending in the nukes







at times you feel like you can tell bad guys
things you can't tell a pretty woman
cuz if he decides to kill you it will be nicer,
a confession, the release of burdens
then two shots, just business

the piano is full of tinsel,
i talk to the bad guys to
dream a lost party making
circles in forests so deep that
the animals there have no eyes,
i talk to the bad guys in me,

they bite cigars and they break
like the trunk of a falling tree,
the birdies nests tumble and the chicks,
blind slimy infertile, mew in the grass
ruptures of the earth, mulch and grubs

i have friends in places down low who
bite off the cigar butt and bellow smoke
like dreams made of black iron and say
"lay it on me man whats got you down?"


the bad guys, who would look preposterous
wearing sunglasses at night, if you didnt know
how many people they had killed, bad guys like that
understand shit, like fumbling trays, spilling
drinks on dignitaries wearing white clothes,
like trying to put hearts on the two sides of a scale,
like the uncertainty between downtown and wilderness

walking around with the nails buried deep,
must he bear the cross, while the whole world goes free?
no there is a cross for everyone, theres a cross for me
what have i done and what can i do when i try to stop
the bleeding the gore just leaks out of another hole like
the whole world is the valentines dance of middle schoolers
where i arrived and perpetuated,
wasted, covered in nails and splinters of wood

i keep asking where i am,
getting no answer

rare bars where smoking is allowed indoors,
wash of faces that might as well be smoke
places deep in the woods where hell breaks loose,
where tiny eggs get smashed and the bird leaks out

the hapless fleece is back,
like it was falling from a tree
hitting every branch on the way,
holding a megaphone

we heard every second of it,
like someone's moans are
something you could block out


he woke to snow in the Alleghany's
the dark light went another direction
never far away from anything at all










why bother saying it,
i'm made of skittles anyway






tropical starburst









paddling a boat in the biggest fucking flood
i've ever lived through
i'm looking for folks in the trees

god sent us rainbows to tell us
not to freak out when it rains,
next time it will be fire coming
there won't be more rainbows


god will make us another promise
and the sun will mean something else

wrapping my shirt around my feet because
the sand burns like hell
i'm looking for heads in the desert








sweating cold weather,
someone's black hair
funny to wake up like this







"i am the king and i should not be allowed to touch anything"



blue yodel series #24----






the little spit puddle
there some blood

cat tunnel the yellow
and the creaks

i'm not the minister
but i am the organ

the drug dealers i know,
they all own tiny dogs





1/2/3
the one for me
125, 140, 116
uptown C
come for that noddy
















if i wished that they would
ask me what feelings i
would trade in for what
i'm bout to get
i would tell em to ask

why dont you ask about them others,
chicken fume, heat like cold
dark like beard ring the soul

why you care about me,
when you forget the others
that are also me
like

pit bull wound cabron,
momma mopping the blood
birthday boy got splattered,
raging behind the chain link
fell down slobbering change
rattle in my cup the black
panther gave me breakfast
and you gave me a beatdown
right front of my own home

so how are you going to say
that is why you are fond of me?



oops did i


♪ ♫ and ooh-wee baby ♪ ♫


chin on my chest


♪ ♫ don't say goodnight ♪ ♫


you're talking to me


♪ ♫ ooh baby ♪ ♫


what's that again?
blame the
somewhere else











holding each other forever
each other, one another, the other
holding each other forever accountable










hey white boy,
what you doin uptown?

im chicken bone
im totin TV
im floating backwash













breathe a skittle all day,
make a young man forget the bad guys








XXVIOOOOO)_



i call him up
he never answers cuz
hes in front of the mirror
bobbin and wishin
i nightmare mirror like and
wheel cart like bubbles

i'm wishin i'm wishin
i'm dreamin i'm on a mission


what if there was
one more bad guy
in the bad guy box




at times
doggy cant win

bang curb
bitcheries and abomination
save me baby i am sin in sweatshirt with
fucked up pants

whats doggy to do when i
bilgewater and heresies

life like louisiana, black cypress bayou, bad guys, gangbang fight, foreign languages, leaning bent, scarface, vermont green, daddy kawasaki, sorries and ladies, rod stewart, hair, shit, animals, days, heart shape, green hat, factory pillar, empty chicken, winter morn, more light, more light, family vacation, thing written in the sand, wash away byebye, sunset, hydrant smoke, anal syringe, buckshot shell, EBT lines, broke truck, Fort Payne Alabama, merrimack river, baby pic, hug, no way out, gone with the wind, squat raid, little cubes, mom, where were you when i made the world?



*more light



more light*




XXXXXX:(

i got jesus i got moses
i got sent back when it was over


squaw mouth and wet thigh




the diva's are fed up
gucci concrete puked it,
the divas are singing out loud
all empty pools the bottom
telling the kids that they are fed up
and they keep it coming
yeah keep it coming
i'll be listening except
from sideline and bench

it was february then
the things i did
it was only february
but it came from behind
i got jesus i got moses
i got when they say
go down go down

eggshell crack i did that
waiting them in the
little church
vines brick and ceiling with
ribs i am belly of the whale
lost and stray from flock i
go down go down

ice was thin because
it never really got cold

except in one place
















O! give me time by the window
where the ashes hang dainty
where i watch a walking away
green backpack it make me laugh
length of scarf it make me cry
lying on the floor i so like
southpaw i'm jesus whippings
christ am i the only one
for me







where ya goin mister?





:lonely: